never good enough, insecurity, oh yeah thats a bitch. but why deny it, im insecure about everything. everything i wear, every time i look in the mirror. its sad really how gross i feel in my own body. like a monster. too fat, too flat, too ugly. just when i feel good enough, all of a sudden of course i feel disgusting cause i step outside and someones always better. always. i'll never be good enough, never. im a disgrace.